It’s like I have this constant need to listen to music, and it’s always there i just have to suppress it in the early hours of the morning…
Make it worth your time when you move on to whatever the hell is next
Know that you went in the end without a single regret
That you lived and loved and laughed and cried and followed your dreams
- Danny Worsnop (Asking Alexandria)
Societys veiw on depression actually really offends me alright…
They call it a ‘Mental Illness.’ It’s like I know that this endless sadness and hopelessness isn’t healthy or natural, but that doesn’t mean that I’m fucking crazy! Wtf it’s not like I’m psychotic or something!
To hear your own mum tell you to your face “you have mental problems” breaks you. Every one tells you that your crazy when all your doing is questioning your worth and purpose because all your life people have told you that your shit or not good enough. The thing is as soon as you start to believe them they call you mental! FUCK YOU and your stupid attempt to understand how our heads work, and what the hell is with the whole ‘you are not your mental illness’ thing! It doesn’t help because we are not mentally ill! We are just sick and worried of people trying to judge and put labels on us!
If you know what it’s like to feel like you are worth nothing to every one of the 8 billion people on this earth, to feel so alone, like your drowning while every one around you continues to breath, then know this; you are NOT crazy! You are worth something to me because you know what it’s like to be alone.. this makes a person come to value other peoples love.
You do not take friendship for granted.
I want you to know that I will always be here for you. Fuck the ones that say they are your friends but are never there when you need them and fuck the ones that think they can say anything to you as a joke and assume that you will just laugh, when really it cuts so deep.
You are yourself and nobody deserves to put idiotic labels on your thoughts or your looks. OKAY?